Tapi Bukan Aku..
Thursday, June 19, 2008
today was tiring gilaaa! sighs i spent 2 nights at Hotel Mulia to celebrate my daddys birthday and after that my mother left me di hotel sendirian..so i went to Kelapa Gading and shop by myself until my mom came and joined me. I found out i left my laptop at the hotel and had to go back so i got back really late and couldnt chill with jie and bie..
Butttttt
Stan sama Fifi was waiting in my room so we talked till about 12 about plans for tomorrow which we didnt end up solving because were too busy making fun of Fifi callin him his korean name and bitching about my mom..hehe
Randomly out of the dark an unexpected visitor came..
Dun..Dun..Dun..
It was Bima.
Sighs..yeah hes my mantan that i thought i broke up with a year ago.
he said he found out that im in town and was wondering why i didnt call him.
Apparently he still thinks we're together..0.o so we catch up with each other and i made it clear this time that um..theres nothing between us.
tis the exact words from my mouth:
"Anways b, maksud aku tuh gini..Hubungan kita itu ngga real gitu hanya semata2 sensasi ya kan? and selama ini susah banget kita komunikasi. Ngga bisa donk kita jalanin kalau sebenernya ngga ada apa-apa. Toh juga aku tau banget kamu punya cwek lain and aku ngga apa2 aku juga sudah punya somebody. Aku sayang kamu b tapi aku cinta dia dan aku serius dia juga begitu. Aku yakin kamu gampang dapet cewek dan pastinya perfect buat kamu. Kita berdua hanya berpura2 b..aku juga ngerasa kita ngga bisa kayak gini terus. So, thanks banget for buat aku seneng kalau aku kesini and sering bawa aku kemana2, thanks buat semuaaaa memory indah yg aku dapet dari kamu." then i go up to him and hugged him give a kiss on the cheek. But he started tearing and hugging me saying stuff like sorry and thank you's then he walked back home and i went inside.
It was pretttttyyy interesting..
i mean i didnt expect to see him crying..or even came to my house.
well..whatever happens..happens a motto by one of my closest friend.
xoxo,
