well so far lebaran di rumah sucks. Everyone pada mudik so im left with no one! the only person around was firgiant and fadli and the gang so they all are the people i could hang out with. I met Bima, he looks good and everything, he gained scars and shit (which was not a surprise) another accident. I dont know what that boy would do, couple of months unsupervised another accident..surprise..surprise. Bian is in paskibra so he reads quran..hahahah and everyone kept saying hes like all alim and shit, cracks me up. So were meeting up on friday and hopefully everyone can make it, i think everyone can beside beb. well hes in semarang now and hell be on school retreat and on monday im going back so ehh..so not cool. I have fckloads of homework to do and i dont bother doing them. :D

reflection:
i blame myself for wanting what i should not want. I never plan it be this way and no i never had the intention for this to happen. I am sorry. to the both of you im sorry. serius gue bener2 gk pantes dapetin either one. yampun sumpah gue ngerasa like the most egoistic person in the world.

well now im gonna go have a long hot bath.
some ciggarets maybe. A LOT.
i dont feel very well.

ciao loves.

xx