Perfect timing. We've been talking how were gonna do everything all over again when im here. Now that im here you flew yourself halfway across the world,how nice. Remember those days playing poker on the terrace, staying up till 4 in the morning, OMG that retarded game remember i got everyone's hand all red from slapping too hard. Remeber those days when i cant get over that particular someone you would come and we hung out drinking that korean alcohol you gave me getting high? shitttt i miss those days. When we talked about philosophy? life? everthing. I could tell you everything i want. You, omg you asked the silliest question love, when you asked about him when you gave me advices based on what your expiriences, i honestly cant thank you enough. You are my brother,my father,my bestfriend, i know its not some summer thing, you said you love me and yes i love you too. Oh fck remember that one day when you called me and ur all drunk hahah then then you like got all looney and shit so funny..sighsss good ol day. You were so wise in the most literal term. Oh and like that one night it was like raining but the skyw as clear we can see like the moon and stars and shit, dude we like lay down on my front yard and "observe" the night sky as rain fall down on our faces then i got all freaked out and i went inside. You give me a lot ya know, i felt bad for not contacting you after, you gotta know i didnt change number cuz i got tired talking to you, its cuz that number cost m a lot. :( sorry if i ever made you feel that way,anways the point is: I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUU,GETCHA ASS BACK HERE! ur more useful being my counselor than going to college so far away! right right? and im so glad we share similiar background, so those boys dont make fun of me, and my godness were like their parents telling them not to do weird stuff and stuff heh! and like how you show them how to behave around perempuan! i think ur the only person here that realized that im a GIRL! those other boys dont think so..i guess ive been around them for too long. Heh i remember that one time i stayed at kevs house till like 5 in the morning and you took me aside and told me that its not nice behavior for ladies to go to a guys house till pagi, man that was when we didnt know each other very well, after that dude YOU force me to come over and ngobrol sampe pagi. Then when i got into a fight with my momma u were like my shoulder to cry on...and maybe you think i dont understand what ur going through ok maybe i dont cuz ive never been in your position before but i am trying my hardest. ive got loads more shit we did last summer, i hope you come back for xmas,ill be here waiting down at my street well be all restless and have fun, well i like wrote on yr facebook and friendster, ill ask ur brother for yr number and ill get to ya. Love you assole, sumpah kangen bgt gue. denger2 you'vr got a gf! see it feels like i dont know anything about your life?! :( i need to knoww hereee. hati2 ya try to take care of yourself when im not around, ill trust you with yourself. mau tidur ah capek bernostalgia terus, tar gue tanya kepin. best of luck love. mwahx.



pt.II
please please dont move. I would like write memories with you that im very fond of but holy fuckballs weve got too much. Id just like to say my life wouldnt be as adventerous without you and i do need you, more than anything in life. You are my best friend <3 mana ada citra tanpa najjini coba deh,ive never had something so real. Lets talk this through runaway with me, well figure something out. just pleaseeeeeeee dont go. You helped build up the most important time of my life, dont you think its not fair when i have to grow up and face the rest of highschool without you?not fair indeed. You know that you know me better than i know me? theres always a way out lah. i love you more than i love anyone. <3

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come back to me my babiesss!

im gonna go play ps2 now.
ciao!