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Summer,at last
11 June - 14 June; Bangkok,Thailand.
Departure: 09.25am
Arrive: 11.35am
15 June - 17 June; KL
July 17: Pops birthdayy :D
18 June - 18 July;Jakarta,Indonesia.
Departure: 16.15pm
Arrive:18.20pm
19 July; KL
20 July - 26 July; Perth,Australia.
27 July - 29 July;KL
30 July - 3 August; Redang,Malaysia.
3 August - forever (until further notice); KL.
5 August; School starts. Summers over :(
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destination unknown
Friday, October 31, 2008
first thing and the most important. today was PERFECT. i though it will be boring and useless.
but i didnt regret every minute, if fact i was glad, relieved and helplessly happy.
I was freaked out and scared out of my pants when i heard everyone was coming and i honestly did not even want to smile or see any of them, scared for the feeling that i tried so hard to erase will pop out and ruined everything. I really dont trust my self..
I had no other option, i didnt want to be rude or over think this small matter. So right before i walk down that elevator, i told myself, whatever happens i know, at least i have friends that will listen to me, to whatever im saying, and they will support me whatever happens next.
So yeah saw them, scream,laugh,got slapped..(a lot!) smoked and had fun with him, and my friends, i was enjoying myself and not even a milimiter of my heart pound harder that it should, before, everytime i see him, it feel like my heart could come out of my mouth and back in. But now, it was all so.....NORMAL? HAHA
When it was time for me to go..guess what?
i was still in one piece.
i am fine, and nothing went wrong.
i tried looking around my head and my heart, looking for any signs of breaking apart or something like that.
but no. I was perfectly fine.
I saw him and his friends which makes it worst, but i was fine.
I figured out that it was really nothing, and that i can really get on with my life, with out without dia. I didnt have the feeling i had before, all i see was a fun,kind,and great person. All i saw was my friend(s). Right at that moment i was damn proud of myself. I know now, everything is complete, ive got an amazingly boring life. I dont know who to thank, so just to be safe, im thanking everyone. You guys are the BEST!
I wish him every bit of happiness exist in the world and i hope, hell find whatever he is looking for. Im positive he will :) Sillyyyyy.
Oh man, now im laughing my ass off, remembering those wonderful days, hahah infatuation much. Whatever it was, it is now all behind me.
yepp, overall im taking a kesimpulan, my heart sudah mengihklaskan everything.
oh and im still pretty red about the whole salam maria thing.
hah. embarassing fuck. -.-' lol
Other than that my day was ok.
to be continued..
happy halloweennn mon cheriee <3
destination unknown
Friday, October 31, 2008
first thing and the most important. today was PERFECT. i though it will be boring and useless.
but i didnt regret every minute, if fact i was glad, relieved and helplessly happy.
I was freaked out and scared out of my pants when i heard everyone was coming and i honestly did not even want to smile or see any of them, scared for the feeling that i tried so hard to erase will pop out and ruined everything. I really dont trust my self..
I had no other option, i didnt want to be rude or over think this small matter. So right before i walk down that elevator, i told myself, whatever happens i know, at least i have friends that will listen to me, to whatever im saying, and they will support me whatever happens next.
So yeah saw them, scream,laugh,got slapped..(a lot!) smoked and had fun with him, and my friends, i was enjoying myself and not even a milimiter of my heart pound harder that it should, before, everytime i see him, it feel like my heart could come out of my mouth and back in. But now, it was all so.....NORMAL? HAHA
When it was time for me to go..guess what?
i was still in one piece.
i am fine, and nothing went wrong.
i tried looking around my head and my heart, looking for any signs of breaking apart or something like that.
but no. I was perfectly fine.
I saw him and his friends which makes it worst, but i was fine.
I figured out that it was really nothing, and that i can really get on with my life, with out without dia. I didnt have the feeling i had before, all i see was a fun,kind,and great person. All i saw was my friend(s). Right at that moment i was damn proud of myself. I know now, everything is complete, ive got an amazingly boring life. I dont know who to thank, so just to be safe, im thanking everyone. You guys are the BEST!
I wish him every bit of happiness exist in the world and i hope, hell find whatever he is looking for. Im positive he will :) Sillyyyyy.
Oh man, now im laughing my ass off, remembering those wonderful days, hahah infatuation much. Whatever it was, it is now all behind me.
yepp, overall im taking a kesimpulan, my heart sudah mengihklaskan everything.
oh and im still pretty red about the whole salam maria thing.
hah. embarassing fuck. -.-' lol
Other than that my day was ok.
to be continued..
happy halloweennn mon cheriee <3
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