decembers.
Friday, December 19, 2008
well i had a pretty bad day today.
i found out that i will be leaving KL soon, faster than i though it b.
i want my lovers to be with me wherever i go and i cant imagined going through a day without them by my side.
and i hate hate hate hate hate how he calls me when he's not doing anything or if he's bored.
and the worst part is, there is nothing i can do.
in the end we talk on the phone for like 3 hours and the most amazing part i always end up smiling and be happy after he calls and while were talking its like all i have to do is sigh and he knows whats wrong and hes like halfway done fixing it, and i love how no matter what we talk about its always fun. and we get to the deep conversation somehow we both know its relating to us but in a way we subtly giving hints that its about each other.
haih.i love this. i love how he can read my mind through the phone line and figure out whats wrong with me, what im feeling, how i want things to be.
bghaaah.
aniiways.
i was supposed to go to school tommorow because its the last day and its the last day ill be seeing my prep niggas. :( ill miss you guysss.
and and were doing this condom thing in health that i will miss. :( so not fun. but itsk jini can teach me.
but yeah im not going to school cuz i will be lepaking with jindong from 8-3 :)
because i love lepaking with her and its been a while since we lepaking together,just her and me.
mhm.
well im better now.
i love youuu arjunaaa :)
you do have a good heart,and im not only in love with what you are but also what i am with you.
kangen sumpah.
love,church
x
