if you love me would you let me know?
Monday, January 26, 2009
my ongoing thoughts about the best times of my life bugging me for quite a while now. i imagined how my life would be if i was still with the only guy that ever treated me nicely, and did nothing but try to please me. I was too parsimonious and neglectful to think a little bit further ahead. as a result i am now in a position i have always been in. i didn't regret doing what i did though, i knew i wouldn't be able to stand him anyways, were both two very hard-headed person that wants to control each other. i am still sorry and never go on a day without feeling guilty for what i did, it wasnt fair nor right.
other than that..

Happy Chinese New Year
新年快乐
well most of my friends are out of town, some are in town but too busy to go out with me i guess =/ and well im sorta stuck with nothing to do.
新年快乐
well most of my friends are out of town, some are in town but too busy to go out with me i guess =/ and well im sorta stuck with nothing to do.
tomorrow saturday i went to OU
dewi dyed her hair o.O so em ya.
Today i didnt go anywhere, stayed home and cooked.
dad finally coming home after 3 weeks in Jakarta/Australia.
so we had dinner and stuff.
tomorrow theres the Kelik BBQ
i guess im looking forward to it :s
and tuesday ive got plans.
:) supposedly fun.
so yeps.
oh and i did my Underwater Photograpy.
and i loved it, but im pretty sure im gonna do it again on wednesday/thrusday.
for the fun of it i guess
and thank you Melis for modelling for me.
and pretty sure on friday i have futsal match.
and after that dentist. =/
then on saturday next week i want to watch a movieeeeeeee, underworld or pink panther or smth.
so thats what immaa do.
:)
dewi dyed her hair o.O so em ya.
Today i didnt go anywhere, stayed home and cooked.
dad finally coming home after 3 weeks in Jakarta/Australia.
so we had dinner and stuff.
tomorrow theres the Kelik BBQ
i guess im looking forward to it :s
and tuesday ive got plans.
:) supposedly fun.
so yeps.
oh and i did my Underwater Photograpy.
and i loved it, but im pretty sure im gonna do it again on wednesday/thrusday.
for the fun of it i guess
and thank you Melis for modelling for me.
and pretty sure on friday i have futsal match.
and after that dentist. =/
then on saturday next week i want to watch a movieeeeeeee, underworld or pink panther or smth.
so thats what immaa do.
:)