hope
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
honestly why do people cling on something they know they have no chance of achieving.
yes we have dreams, but they are DREAMS after all there's a reason why its called "dream".
hope is something that confuses me.
everything we own.
everything we love.
everything we "hope" to stay;
will be taken from us.
in the end we have to let go.
everything is given and taken.
it would be better if we dont have to dwell on "hope" no?
some call it pessimism.
i call it: reality.
we spoil ourselves and corrupt our minds with images and thoughts that we know wont happen.
in the end well get hurt even more, facing the fact those images wont be reality.
things come and go and that is the way it is.
sometimes we have problems and we go to the people we think would help us.
honestly, for me it is sucha pain when i go to people to seek help and they go and shove me false hopes and dreams. i.dont.need.that.shit.
those corny shit about staying with someone forever by their side blah blah.
its cowshit. it took me a while to figure out that life is a living hell.
people get raped everyday, people get killed everyday, people get their heart broken everyday,people die everyday. it inevitable.
so.
what is hope really?
whoever created it probably not the most brilliant person in the world.
anyways, i cant really sleep and i start thinking about the things i always think about before i got to sleep, ill stop right there before i start yappin away and bore whoever could bear this post.
seriously, hope will only pollute your minds and kinda blind you from reality.
it is officially something i dont want to have anything to do with.
whatever happens happens, and i dont give a shit. at all.
i think ive been through so much shit my mind cant even bother looking for a space for some hope. i like that way.
